A few weeks ago I had the week of hell. Every thing seemed to be breaking and I was feeling more alone than ever, even with the extra company of a mouse in my basement. Lol. One night I put out a humane trap which looked like the most modern home for a little mouse.…
Loving Quarantine? Am I Crazy? If you would had told me that I wouldn't be missing sex or porn at all last year I would of said no way. My entire life took a pause on March 13, 2020, along with the entire world where we all went into quarantine. No more dates, no more…
A few days ago I was on the phone with my mother, who was feeling lonesome, depressed, and most of all tired of feeling alone. She said she might move back to our native country, where she can afford to pay someone to clean and cook, and perhaps have company for dinner. She had broken…
The warning signs you are dating an abuser.
A FUCKBOY TO A MONSTER If you have been following my blog, you will know Johnny Depp, aka, alias name, King of Fuckboys has come and gone from my life. In the last two-three years he has become a long distant friend that I barely speak to. A few weeks ago he called me, out…
One of the top perks of your thirties is the ability to date a twenty something year old and also date someone old enough to be the parent of your booty call. I also get to self reflect on my past dating habits and evaluate my growth but it seems like the older we get,…
It's the silence between each word, it's the depth of their stare into yours, it's the sound of each breathe, it's the confidence behind every touch, it's the safe feeling you get, it's transparency. It's being able to read each other thru silence and facial expressions, thru presence and lack of it. It's enjoying them…
